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Satu bulan ini aku terjepit dgn sesuatu, banyak hal yg menekan… aku bingung aku harus kemana.Seolah-olah ada ribuan jalan ddpnku, tp aku gak tau jalan mana yg harus kupilih…
kekuatiran, kebimbangan dan ketakutan menjadi bumbu kesukaan iblis, untuk membuat aku semakin hari semakin jatuh….

bersyukur kpd Tuhan, Dia yg selalu kasih kekuatan yg baru ke aku, meskipun kadang aku jatuh tp aku gak prnh smp tergeletak… tanganNYA selalu menopangku…

dan lbh bersyukur lagi aku bisa temukan pertolonganku ddalam Dia, hanya Dia yg sanggup menolongku.

” Aku melayangkan mataku ke gunung, darimana akan datang pertolonganku?? Pertolonganku ialah Tuhan yang menciptakan langit dan bumi. ” Maz 121:1-2

Ada yang pernah denger lagu ini ???

"teramat berat beban yang kau rasa, cobaan datang silih berganti…semua yang kau rasa tak adil untukmu, seakan Tuhan jauh … dan tak ada…

…. masih ada harapan selama matahari masih bersinar, selama nafas hidup masih berhembus … Tuhan tau… DIA ada disisimu…

… slalu ada harapan meskipun hatimu tak lagi merasa… putus semua asa dan harapanmu … DIA sanggup, YESUS sanggup pulihkan hidupmu…"

Sebuah lagu yang memberikan pengharapan yang baru buat aku, disaat aku mulai putus asa bahkan aku udah mulai putus pengharapan akan Tuhan. Tapi ternyata aku salah, ternyata Tuhan nggak pernah sedetikpun meninggalkan aku… DIA hanya ingin mendewasakan aku, agar aku mempercayakan hidupku sepenuhnya kpdNya…

Selama ada Tuhan Yesus disampingku… akan tetap ada dan akan selalu ada harapan untukku dan untukmu.

i walk with YOU
wherever YOU go
through tears and joy
i’ll trust in YOU….
and i will live
in all of YOUR ways
YOUR promises
forever……
                            ~ With all i am ~
                            by: Hillsong

today is raining….
though the weather outside is nice
the sky is full of stars….
but inside….
raining…. and storm shows its madness

Lord…..
seems like cannot bear anymore
what they have done to me…
everytime it comes….
this heart is always stratch…

feels pain….
deep in pain….

why?
YOUR guidance always
be my placeholder
as YOUR HOLY SPIRIT
reminds me at that day…

When YOU said this to me…

Again I saw that under the sun
    the race is not to the swift,
    nor the battle to the strong,
    nor bread to the wise,
    nor riches to the intelligent,
    nor favor to the men of skill;
but time and chance happen to them all
                                              Ecclesiates 9:11

Yes… i believe in YOUR promise
even though i haven’t seen them
come into my life….
tears flowing….. and flowing…..
but joy is here too…..
Because i know that my GOD will always know the best for me
And give HIS promises to me…. as long as my heart worship HIM
…….in SPIRIT and in TRUTH. Amen.

                                                       by: " Want to guess who am i? "

“What are you worth?”
– Author Unknown

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill.

In a room full of people, he asked, “Who would like this nice $20 bill?”

Hands started going up. The speaker said, “I am going to give this $20 to one of you, but first, let me do this…” He then proceeded to crumple the $20 dollar bill up.

He then asked, “Who still wants it?” Still the hands were up in the air.

“Well,” he replied, “what if I do this?” He dropped the money on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty, and asked… “Now, who still wants it?” Still the hands went into the air.

“My friends, you’ve all learned a very valuable lesson of life. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it, because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. The same is true about people.”

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. Sometimes we feel as though we are worthless. But, no matter what has happened to you, or what will ever happen, you will never lose your value in God’s eyes.

To Him, dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless. Psalm 17:8 states that God will keep us, “as the apple of His eye.”

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do, nor who we are… but by WHOSE WE ARE!

You are very special because you are a child of God.

Don’t ever forget that!